My Deary,
Lately I've been thinking a lot about what Savy and Radhika taunt me all the time.Yes,like how will it be if Arjun and I were...eh..you know..together,as a couple.Okay okay I know its funny and pathetic as well.But if I see from the positive side we know each other since we were kids.I know everything about him.We have grown up together,seen each other in bad times,breaking down and getting up again,know each others strength and weaknesses and still manage to love each other unconditionally.Well,if I quote Savy,"Oh c'mon he's so cute and tall,he's one of the hottest guys of school.He's smart,talented and he cares about you so much and just think all the girls will be envious of you.You both would be the most popular couple in school and the best part is you both will have 'Benjabi' children with your eyes and his nose..a sexy combination." And I couldn't help but blush.Something is seriously wrong with me.This is so freaking awkward!!I mean I shouldn't be thinking like this.We both are best friends and that's it....or hopefully it is so.
Well I'm getting all confused now.Though today in school Arjun so behaving so weird.I mean he was sort of ignoring us or maybe only me.He didn't even say hi to me properly.He was busy the whole day and mostly with Cheryl.He didn't meet me in the break-time as well.I cooked some fish fries and brought them specially for him.He should have tasted atleast.I was feeling very bad.He's the school captain and needs to do a lot of work but then the free time he gets he should spend with us and not with the mini botoxy.Maybe I'm thinking too much,maybe something is wrong with me only..specially the blushing part.He did look surprised and his reaction wasn't pleasing at all.So before anything goes wrong I have to learn to control myself.So from tomorrow I'll be back to normal because sometimes getting into your fantasy world is very harmful.You always need to keep in touch with the reality.So I'll suppress all the changes taking place inside me and hope that they eventually fade away.
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