My Deary,
Sometimes when we are very close to somebody and suddenly they start moving out from our way and everything becomes really difficult to manage,we realize how much we were dependent on that person and how miserable we can get when that person is not with us.But if we see it from the positive side,maybe this is God's way of teaching us to be self dependent and be strong enough to handle every situation alone.
FLASHBACK(The diary was with Radhika all the time,so couldn't write what was going on after I started falling for him...)
I started out my day with the thought of 'stay alone,stay strong' and somehow it made me feel better after so many horrible days of my life.Yes,Arjun is very much ignoring me!!!Its like I'm running after him and hes not even bothered to turn back and look at me.I understand he's an important part of school and I am not,so I'll better leave these busy people alone.Radhika is having some serious issues with her parents which I have no idea of so I don't want to bother her with my problem.I wish she knew how miserable I am and how much i need her...
And today the worst that I expected happened.Arjun is dating that mini botoxy and what's even worse??I got to know it from a junior!!!Pathetic!!this was the last thing I expected from him.No,I am not talking like a heartbroken admirer.This is what a best friend says..(If I ever was..) and now that we are not in good terms with each other(well I hate to say this),he looks even hotter!!
So what!!Even I have a lot of admirers.I can date anybody I want. Umm okay,this Vikram again asked me out(hes so shameless) and I've decided to go with him."NO NO,this is not any silly attempt to make Arjun jealous nor am I forcing myself",I tried to convince Savy but both of us know it is.But I have to move on and hope for a miracle to happen...
Sometimes when we are very close to somebody and suddenly they start moving out from our way and everything becomes really difficult to manage,we realize how much we were dependent on that person and how miserable we can get when that person is not with us.But if we see it from the positive side,maybe this is God's way of teaching us to be self dependent and be strong enough to handle every situation alone.
FLASHBACK(The diary was with Radhika all the time,so couldn't write what was going on after I started falling for him...)
I started out my day with the thought of 'stay alone,stay strong' and somehow it made me feel better after so many horrible days of my life.Yes,Arjun is very much ignoring me!!!Its like I'm running after him and hes not even bothered to turn back and look at me.I understand he's an important part of school and I am not,so I'll better leave these busy people alone.Radhika is having some serious issues with her parents which I have no idea of so I don't want to bother her with my problem.I wish she knew how miserable I am and how much i need her...
And today the worst that I expected happened.Arjun is dating that mini botoxy and what's even worse??I got to know it from a junior!!!Pathetic!!this was the last thing I expected from him.No,I am not talking like a heartbroken admirer.This is what a best friend says..(If I ever was..) and now that we are not in good terms with each other(well I hate to say this),he looks even hotter!!
So what!!Even I have a lot of admirers.I can date anybody I want. Umm okay,this Vikram again asked me out(hes so shameless) and I've decided to go with him."NO NO,this is not any silly attempt to make Arjun jealous nor am I forcing myself",I tried to convince Savy but both of us know it is.But I have to move on and hope for a miracle to happen...
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